My heart beats slower now
And I have learned how to breathe
If distance makes us wiser
Why are you still in my dreams
I've stopped waiting by the door
So take your things and mail in the key
I've stopped checking on my phone
And I have deleted the messages from the machine
I know
I am trying to forget
But I know I wouldn't do this
You know
You know that I don't beg
You know I wouldn't do this
For anyone but you
Been having dreams about you
And I wake up on a couch in California
Of all the things we haven't talked through
It's killin' me you don't know how I feel about you
I know
I am trying to forget
But I know I wouldn't do this
You know
You know that I don't beg
You know I wouldn't do this
For anyone but you
For anyone but you
I wouldn't lose my head
I've packed up all our memories
In a box beneath my bed
It's hardest in the morning
When I fight off all my dreams and wrestle you out of my head
And I know
I am trying to forget
But I know I wouldn't do this
I know
I am trying to forget
But I know
I know I wouldn't do this
You know
You know that I don't beg
You know I wouldn't do this
For anyone but you
For anyone but you
I wouldn't lose my head
For anyone but you
For anyone but you
I wouldn't lose my head
For anyone but you
