State of Mind

I'm feeling pretty low At least I'm feeling something Quarantine goals got me turning up nothing Chillin' in the cold but it's hotter than an oven Got a bloody nose from the shit that I've been bumpin' I've been on the east coast Dreamin' bout the west coast I guess that's pretty good as an arrest goes Still it's hard to get perspective when it's so close I've been livin' up to my name it's always Almost I'm in a hell of a state I made a mess of my brain I should call it a day but I don't wanna No I don't wanna be sleepin' I gotta get me out of the deep end Cause if I lose my head, I lose it all I'm dizzy but it ain't my fault I gotta get over to the other side And out of this state of mind Cause its a lonely bet that I've been on I'm in it but it ain't my call Cause I don't need another compromise Get me out of this state and out of this state of mind I'm feelin' pretty high It's only artificial Bouncin' off the walls but I'm always in the middle Tryna stay involved but my choices noncommittal Wanna have it all but I only have a little When I get a little more Imma want more too Hole in the bucket, the water pour through Feel like chasing happiness a trivial pursuit Cause what's the point in having it if you don't have the proof So pass me a corona Cause if it's almost over I'm throwing out the rest I leave my stashes with a stoner Until I fill it up again you know that I'll be sober Not a loner Till it takes me over Cause if I lose my head, I lose it all I'm dizzy but it ain't my fault I gotta get over to the other side And out of this state of mind Cause its a lonely bet that I've been on I'm in it but it ain't my call Cause I don't need another compromise Get me out of this state and out of this state of mind I'm in a hell of a state I made a mess of my brain I should call it a day But I don't wanna Lose my head, I lose it all No I don't wanna be sleeping Cause I don't need any rest I just want the effects Fuck a settle for less Cause I ain't gonna Lose my head, I lose it all I gotta get me out of the deep end Cause if I lose my head, I lose it all I'm dizzy but it ain't my fault I gotta get over to the other side And out of this state of mind Cause its a lonely bet that I've been on I'm in it but it ain't my call Cause I don't need another compromise Get me out of this state and out of this state of mind Pass me a corona Cause if it's almost over I gotta get over to the other side And out of this state of mind Until I fill it up again you know that I'll be sober Not a loner Cause I don't need another compromise Get me out of this state and out of this state of mind