My perception of love is so fucked up

My perception of love is so fucked up

I keep defending all these **** that keep fucking up

And I keep waiting on these bitches to start acting up

I'm just tryna be out here boo'd up, boo'd up

Got these **** feeling small, call ya bluff and tell you meet me at the mall

Roll call to my pretty bitches, my saddity bitches, my Kansas City bitches

Scam a **** out the bread bitches, know how to make a grown man beg bitches

Boy ya like a nightmare and a dream

You remind me of a hot day with melted ice cream

You make me sick but at the same time weak in the knees

I don't understand sometimes, don't recognize a good man sometimes

So used to these mendacious men, keeping me around but still be wanting all their Space and shit

Do some fucked up shit and then they calling me the crazy bitch

Move on, 'cause my initial reaction is to go and do some crazy shit

If I have a daughter I'm gon sit her down and tell her this

If I have a daughter I'm gon make sure she remember this

Don't you ever let me catch you out here dealing with some bullshit

Move on baby, you deserve some real shit

And not all men cheat, that's just what I went through

These **** can only do what you allow them to

But I'm going through this, so you won't never have to

And if you going through it damns right I'm going through it with you

Be better than me baby, know when to leave

Know when to be strong baby and know when to grieve

And you can always come to me baby as long as I'm breathing

I wanna see you out there happy, I wanna see you fucking winning

And the high school heartbreak baby is just the beginning

Just keep on living baby, keep on living

Black women, raised to always be the one that's giving

There's no in between we're either that or independent

I'm here to tell you that it's ok to be dependent

But leave that ****, it's ok to fucking end it

Regret in his eyes when he see you with them gains

I can't name no good girls that ain't been through heart break

Every girl I know, dun tossed a dog and a snake

Every girl I know has had to cry the pain the way

It's time to tell these **** that we ain't got no time to play

If you ain't ready for no baby then you ain't ready to lay

If you ain't investing in me, then you spending on another bitch

And ****, why would you ever need another bitch?

I'm lacking nowhere, been hurt so many times that trust has turned into fear

Beware, of **** that be acting like their interested, beg for your attention, then start Acting distant

It's the same **** who be swearing he so different

The usual ****, you got to use all these ****

Never let a weak **** put his hands on you

And don't take no **** back 'cause he drop bands on you

That's code

Is there a **** out there that want a real chick?

Is there a **** out there that I can build with?

Where my **** that can drop it in the bank 'cause it's easy?

My down ass **** that's never gonna leave me

Cle Cle, do you miss me?

Just know I love you, but I had to let you go

I needed you to know, I had to leave you to grow

Cle Cle, do you miss me?

Know you still love me, because you told me so

You didn't wanna let me go, still own yo heart I know