Cash and Cheques

Uh Keep It Casj Alright Uh It's been a long time I've been losing myself Depression got the best of me couldn't even tell Losing my head, Ive been losing myself Pressure from the pay check just to make diamonds Man I've been grinding, My lawddd What I've gotta do to ball Tryna lose myself in cash and cheques With no job in check hard face myself Say when your young that you've gotta invest No capital, Ive been feeling these L's Thought I stood a chance when I bagged me a 1st Now I'm caught in the whirlwind of job search It hurts when I deep it, All got secrets Can't really say much, Nobody listens Brudda gotta play tough can't show no weakness Only care about your mental when your gone Wanna lose myself in cash & cheques Steady on my grind couldn't get no help Them long days long night don't get easy Tryna stay afloat, hard to catch my breath (aww ahan) Thinking money might just change my world Pretty thick things all around in bikinis Liquor in my lungs tryna drown my feelings If you ain't got it, you ain't feel like you lived yet. Yh! Yh! Now Ive got a full-time job little money coming in Snaked my dreams, old age giving in Feeling bitter sweet, man I've gotta hold it in When the time ain't on your side, gotta play it safe Reminiscing could've been a baller, Shot! Shot! Caller Wasted talents we just wanted to be streetwise No dreams, no role models couldn't see far from the struggle that we live When your vision really blurry, Tell me how do you find a way?! And how you make a change when all you know is pain Many lose their soul in the pain and the grief Ain't nothing going to change till you find peace Ive been fighting with the doubts in my head Long as I try can't no failure hold me down I put in all I had though I never had much Being gifted is a blessing but a curse to do more Wanna lose myself in cash & cheques Steady on my grind couldn't get no help Them long days long night don't get easy Tryna stay afloat, hard to catch my breath (aww ahan) Thinking money might just change my world Pretty thick things all around in bikinis Liquor in my lungs tryna drown my feelings If you ain't got it, you ain't feel like you lived yet. Yh! Yh!