Recollect

I just need some time I'm trying to think straight I just need a moment in my own space Ask me how I'm doing I say ok But ain't that what we all say Sometimes I think back to the old days In the pointless conversations with the old me Back when my mumma used to hold me I wish somebody would of told me If you want love You see I grew up in place Where we never had alot We made do with what we had Out here trying to connect the dots By any means necessary to get up out the block Calculate why we're here and work out what is what But sometimes the story twists it has a plot I got that phone call it said my mother's heart stopped Then cancer took my dad and life got on top My ex fucked me over I got knicked by the cops Now what'd you know about awake I ain't talking staying up till late with your mates crushing powder on a plate Now what'd you now about a wake Seven family members in the ground That's one deeper than six foot You must wonder why I pray Whe I talk about awake im talking how I start my day Manifest workhard smash my goals and then I play If I had to lay it on a plate I've come a custom to the taste But still it's all love my g no hate Take a seat learn a lesson like your getting held up I was raised in hell city why I raise my Ls up And I'm rawer than a rizla when I'm rolling Ls up Made the cut by being bold like a razor held up Half these mcs got no drive they need to raise their Ls up They couldn't clash me on these tracks I'm like bloodyell look Stop it with them accents it's dreadfull You're ginger You're from England most this shits just disrespectful I've had it up to ear they got me pissed I've had a neckfull Like I don't mean to judge but it's a comp You're getting heckled I said I'm coming bald with lines but still I got a head full And if we're talking chronic just know I got a hedge full One of my five a days yea I went to veg school Fruity little mcs all just beg it while I get drool Beggars I just need some time I'm trying to think straight I just need a moment in my own space Ask me how I'm doing I say ok But ain't that what we all say Sometimes I think back to the old days In the pointless conversations with the old me Back when my mumma used to hold me I wish somebody would of told me If you want love See I could never lose I'm just built to win And I dont care if you like me I'm still getting it I'll be out here just like a veteran Born in eighties that's the place that raised me I'm not forgetting it Everything I went through in life I went through struggling I don't really care like the Irish money's doubling I'm just tryna get that big bit the bubble in I don't really know about you but I'm on thuggy things I'll be getting in hands dirty on mucky things Little puppies round here start barking duppy him Told ya that it's Tanz upon the mic And when I got that spliff I light it be smoking on that hazy all night See I can do this music maybe I could show you You could be a student we do this very fluent But no more playing truant it's a mother fucking movement I mutate on this like a mutant Now what'd you know about believing in yourself Or even reaching out for help when your left bleeding on the shelf You gotta stand up and decide if this is heaven or its hell Ain't no time to sit and dwell let um have it give them hell If it rains let it pour I'll still be on my grind After rain comes the sun I feel it's time to shine This mad sound I'll embrace it not afraid to face it Walk a mile in my shoe's you couldn't tie my laces Face it you're basic all that shit you're saying Man it gets replaced quick erased quick Your not like me hard work dedicated Your not like me hard work dedicated I'm tryna lock this shut down like the basement Get um I just need some time I'm trying to think straight I just need a moment in my own space Ask me how I'm doing I say ok But ain't that what we all say Sometimes I think back to the old days In the pointless conversations with the old me Back when my mumma used to hold me I wish somebody would of told me If you want love