Short Circuit

I get fed up with myself My mind went manic and jumped over the details again Flat tires and amplifiers Can we go back to the beginning? Sorry Gettin' used to the side eye The constant feeling I let you down when I can't sit still Missed anniversaries The broken horse on a carousel The circus is in town You wanna go, but you've already seen the clown It's always half as fun as we think But I don't want to let you down I can't blame you for leavin' I can't trace all the loose wires in my head Wandеr under the night sky My therapist says I'm sеlf aware, not great with boundaries Afraid to disappoint, so I fail everyone around me Walk the bridge at CalTech, retrace all my past steps I'm one thousand thoughts a second, now you're headed to the exit I can't blame you for leavin' I can't trace all the loose wires in my head I can't blame you for leavin' I can't blame you before I short circuit again Hello distraction, you're the rain to my little cloud Hello distraction, take me down Hello distraction, you're the storm chasin' me now Hello distraction, take me down I'm too impatient with myself My thoughts went silent and lost track of the motivation I can't blame you for leavin' I can't trace all the loose wires in my head I can't blame you for leavin' I can't blame you before I short circuit again I can't blame you for leavin' I can't blame you before I short circuit again Short circuit again Hello distraction, take me down