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Fixated
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Rock
Fixated was released on May 28, 2021 by JPU Records Ltd. as a part of the album Adam & Eve
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Release DateMay 28, 2021
LabelJPU Records Ltd.
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM123

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
One Eye Closed
One Eye Closed
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Rei
Rei
Composer
None
None
Composer
YASU
YASU
Arranger
Kay
Kay
Arranger
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Studio NEST
Studio NEST
Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Every time I lie is another day alone
With nobody else at home, at home
And every time I cry, another moment in stone
Pour cement into my bones
[Verse 2]
And I stay up all night in low light
Get myself stuck in my own mind
'Cause I'm so fixated in you
Thinking 'bout all we went through
After all these years, thinking
I got myself sinking down into nothing
Spend all my self-loathing, yeah
[Verse 3]
Most days, find myself contemplating in bed
And always, I get myself trapped inside of my head
I won't say that I'm happy when I'm not, but instead
Every day, to myself, I fantasize being dead
And I wonder, how much longer do I falter?
How much further?
Will I ever become stronger like my mother and my father?
Will I ever get to conquer mental monsters that I conjured?
I will never find an answer
[Verse 4]
So I ponder and I wonder
I'm another complex runner
Wanna cover when I suffer (But I stutter)
And the thunder got me running for the covers
Still the same, stuck in last summer
Looking back, looping back, looping back forever
[Verse 5]
All the confusion that goes with delusion
The feel of intrusion from lack of solution
Is nothing but stress-induced
[Verse 6]
And sometimes I slip from the saddle
Whenever these demons win a battle
Flood my head with thoughts till I rattle
And all these words are making it worse
[Verse 7]
And every time I cry is another day alone
With nobody else at home, at home
And every time I lie, another moment in stone
Pour cement into my bones, yeah
[Verse 8]
Lack of a heart, but persist to exist
Art is my biggest assist
Cannot pertain to a kiss
And I have to resist
And dismiss a flick to my wrist
Once in a while, I rely on a dial
Memories of you got me crying in denial
Life is a trial, but it's hard to compile
A list of defenses to make it worthwhile
[Verse 9]
Mental fences are chainlink to senses
Consensus commences pretenses
And this here now dispenses offenses, yeah
All the confusion that goes with delusion
The feel of intrusion from lack of solution
Is nothing but stress-induced
[Verse 10]
Every time I cry is another day alone
With nobody else at home, at home
And every time I lie, another moment in stone
Pour cement into my bones, yeah
Every time I cry is another day alone
With nobody else at home, at home
And every time I lie, another moment in stone
Pour cement into my bones
[Verse 11]
Every time I lie is another day alone
With nobody else at home, at home
And every time I cry, another moment in stone
Cement into my bones
[Verse 12]
All right
All right
All right
Written by: None, Rei
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