How To Feel Human

When I come home and see my photo on my parent's shelf I look into my own eyes but can't even see myself Who's that boy I can stare but I don't like seein' My reflection when all the attention's on someone else Didn't know heartache Didn't get headaches after drinking too much cause you're sad Didn't need healthcare cause you had mom there She would fix it when shit hit the fan I wanna know, oh, where did I go Missin' my innocence when I had so much control Oh, I didn't know how to be myself when I was completely alone I wish I had done this, said that Oh, I wanna know how to feel human when nowhere I go feels like home Back when I was a kid I would follow the boys around Got myself in some shit one by one when they let me down Who's that girl? I moved on but it still hurts thinkin' Somehow I'll end up hurting somebody who treats me well Didn't know heartache Didn't get headaches from some guy who cheated on me twice Cause if he screwed up, I thought that was love Was too young to understand why But I wanna know, oh, where did I go Missin' my innocence when I had so much control Oh, I didn't know how to be myself when I was completely alone I wish I had done this, said that Oh, I wanna know how to feel human when nowhere I go feels like home Home When nowhere I go feels like home Home When nowhere I go feels like home Home Didn't know heartache, didn't get headaches From tossin' and turnin' all night Tearing off band-aids from the mistakes Was too young to take my own advice But I wanna know, oh, where did I go Missin' my innocence when I had so much control Oh, I didn't know how to be myself when I was completely alone I wish I had done this, said that Oh, I wanna know how to feel human when nowhere I go feels like Oh, where did I go Missin' my innocence when I had so much control Oh, I didn't know how to be myself when I was completely alone I wish I had done this, said that Oh, I wanna know how to feel human when nowhere I go feels like