freak

I took a shot to the head last week, I'm a paranoid freak I keep drivin' around the city at the same damn speed Thinkin' one day you might show up when I go And I try to lie and say that I'm not insane But I keep on playin' the same damn games Thinkin' one day shit might be different, it won't When it's real then it's not, and you don't wanna stop, uh I remember when we had the same damn problems I'ma say the same things 'til you feel the same way Even when it hurts you, I'm gonna put you in the same grave Oh wait, I'm sorry, I tried to warn you I really want you to see me when I'm honest I needed somethin' different, well until I didn't And I know I shouldn't be here with you Girl, you mobbin', proper In and out of anywhere You poppin', sobbin' Even when my heart is at an auction, childish You don't give a fuck about me I took a shot to the head last week, I'm a paranoid freak I keep drivin' around the city at the same damn speed Thinkin' one day you might show up when I go And I try to lie and say that I'm not insane But I keep on playin' the same damn games Thinkin' one day shit might be different, it won't Girl, you mobbin', proper In and out of anywhere You poppin', sobbin' Even when my heart is at an auction, childish You don't give a fuck about me I took a shot to the head last week, I'm a paranoid freak I keep drivin' around the city at the same damn speed Thinkin' one day you might show up when I go And I try to lie and say that I'm not insane But I keep on playin' the same damn games Thinkin' one day shit might be different, it won't