Suck Up

My eyes are bigger than my appetite allows

I wanna give myself, but someone else comes out

I try to impress you, give my best attempt

But you would never know it, 'cause I'm still such a mess

So there's no way I'm not a mistake

I'm a suck up to myself

Wish I was someone else

Face to face I try to erase

But I'm a suck up to myself

And I'm nobody

Another new disguise, versions of a theme

I try to figure out my name but it's symbols I can't read

I try to dissect it, I hold every piece

But everything's different, nothing I can keep

Slip through my own fingers, can't seem to connect

I know it's not right but just let me pretend

So there's no way I'm not a mistake

I'm a suck up to myself

Wish I was someone else

Face to face I try to erase

But I'm a suck up to myself

And I'm nobody

I'm a thousand versions of myself when I wake up

And I don't think any of them will ever be enough

I'm a thousand versions of myself when I wake up

And I don't think she's ever gonna tell me I'm enough

So there's no way I'm not a mistake

I'm a suck up to myself

Wish I was someone else

Face to face I try to erase

But I'm a suck up to myself

And I'm nobody