Bless me god when you test me

I been less of a man since shit got tough

Check me when I get empty

when this heads heavy and I feel like life’s too tough

bless me devils they tempt me

tryna convince me your the one that’s crooked

been walking this desert looking for you

come quench my thirst down and out

nobody knows you when you're down and out

loud and proud I’m shouting out

fuck anybody than me

just me and myself bad company

so it’s fuck life till death comes for me

gonna cut ties lest you got love for me

Paleboy got the vision

day ones stay committed the pay off coming quick

when i said what I said ya it is what it is

I got plans for my family struggling

I got mad dreams of us living untroubled

by the things that had us in fear

I’m a humble king nothing lavish round here

knockadali on death's door I don’t got no fear

fuck an apology no I am not sincere

do what you wanna do I don’t got no care

don’t come around here acting like you been there from the start

when you’ve licked your last arse and got nowhere hand on my heart

you are not in here devils in my ear talk shit but now shits clear

gods got me im good got lots you need to hear

Slick with the words that I spit

from a verse the first time I wrote some shit

it was back in 2013 same time I was slacking

never in school outside I was snapping social workers tryna take me away but godknows wasn’t gonna let that happen

I don’t got time to be waiting for none all my life

been patient hoping one day shit might change for the best

but I’m 22 now and shits looking hopeless

drinking smoking sleeping waking up each day

to go through the motions pleasure with pain I pay

through the nose measure my worth

with silver and gold both of which I got none of

is it enough that I’m getting by

nothing in the fridge is edible

I’m past the point of giving a shit about rap

if the cash is light and they say be grateful for the roof over your head

but that shit caved in aswell

sometimes I don’t feel so swell

long nights getting no sleep cold sweats past mistakes

cause me some regrets thoughts weigh heavy on my head

stand unsteady on my legs

many old friends went downhill ever since then

I been looking for a one way ticket

all expenses paid get away from the city that raised me

hateful thoughts wanna bother me daily

bless me god when you test me

I been less of a man since shit got rough

check me when I get empty

when this heads heavy and I feel like life’s too tough

bless me devils they tempt me

tryna convince me your the one that’s crooked

been walking this desert still looking for you

come quench my thirst