Book I Never Read

Too much distance, too much to digest The things I think about you I invented in my head And when there's no resistance with you undressed Everyone was leaving so I threw you on my bed And I know I should forget it, I never should have said it Superficial fetish, I can't seem to edit Looking for a medic, a book I never read it Some people just don't get it Ya know I left to get coffee you're asleep in my bed Things that you taught me from a book I never read When I'm holding your body, I know you're well bred Kiss me in the morning and I'll be misled I've been letting my heart roam Still have yet to find a home I feel it in my bones, I'm not just stoned Searched the catacombs, I found you now you're gone I want to get you on The phone But no Gotta let it go, Gotta let it go But no Gotta let it go, Gotta let it go I watched you through the kitchen as you biked away Made up my decision and I let it stay with a Heavy heart healthy men had tried to lift Hardened by the booze, and hungry for a shift Although the letter was confusing, I don't want to use it It's better that I'm choosing, I'll probably end up losing It's crazy what I'm doing, foolish at best Pictures I can't shake, the rising of your chest The rising of your chest But no Gotta let it go, Gotta let it go But no Gotta let it go, Gotta let it go