//I'm so sorry. I wish I knew you better...I'm glad I reached you...you are still so beautiful....I never forgot you..it was just...too soon...

They're in prayer

Those are immobile

Like a choir

Humming a farewell

Natural

depths to observe

Beyond

the ivy walls

A few look back

as they go

A few remain

They have nothing

Testing time and amaryllis they watch the candles

Daughter in orbit

Fly into vertigo

Each door a memory

Of how we thought

That time would last

We walk along

Drowsy and burning

Looking up into fear

The night it sharpens

Inward we’re sinking

 i want to say it isn’t true but It cant be filled it cant be won but i reach you only in my dreams

this terrible channel is the only way I can see in her mind and all the world and then theres nothing after in the center of the blind spot of consciousness talking in the empty rooms behind spaces and shadows where we smiled and wept underneath the vaulted sky, where we smiled and wept behind the spaces and shadows, we talk in the empty rooms

Daughter in orbit

Fly into vertigo

Each door a memory

Of how we thought

That it would last

I want to say it isn’t true, but It can't be filled; it cant be won, but I reach you only in my dreams

//I can't believe we made it here...there’s something in me; something like love; it’s infinite. You always deserved that, my dear friend