I'm So Mad

As the sands of time rain down

Constantly reminding me

That we were supposed to be

More than we are

I see your face

In the stars

I make a wish on your tears

I wish you were here

I'm so mad

I gave up trying for you

But i was scared

Of leaving all that i knew

I'm walking through the storm alone

No shelter in sight

Be the light to guide me home

Because you burn so bright

Carried home on the back

Of a bottle of bourbon

I tried to drown myself

I know i deserve it

I regret all of the drunken words i've said

Please look me in my eyes

And see there's no more life

I drink to try to numb the pain

But i still feel everything

I'm so mad

I gave up trying for you

But i was scared

Of leaving all that i knew

I'm walking through the storm alone

No shelter in sight

Be the light to guide me home

Because you burn so bright

Now i've got to find a way

(Find a way)

To find some life in me

(life in me)

You were the only thing

Thats ever made me feel like i'm alive

I tried, tried to make it right by you

But nothing i do can rectify

I apologize

Please believe that i can change

Now that finally i enjoy the rain

I'm so mad

I gave up trying for you

But i was scared

Of leaving all that i knew

I'm walking through the storm alone No shelter in sight

Be the light to guide me home Because you burn so bright