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I'm sorry It's not fair I don't know why I called you I'm just scared I don't know why I called you You're not there You're not there I'm sorry It's not fair I don't know why I called you I'm just scared I don't know why I called you You're not there You're not there I'm sorry It's not fair I don't know why I called you I'm just scared I don't know why I called you You're not there You're not there fucking up the sheets in bed 16 candles in my head I melt down then up again Nothing changes in the end Lemon haze to ease my mind Breathe you out I take my time I know I'm the one who walked away I know what I left behind Needed space to realign But now that I'm gone I wish I stayed I'm sorry It's not fair I don't know why I called you I'm just scared I don't know why I called you You're not there You're not there