Addict

Blind faith on your capabilities But when I'm with you disabilities They Rain over And Stain over My head you hang over No four leaf clover Like my luck all gone The love in my life Just trying to move on Now what it is about ya When I'm low hard to doubt ya But all this pain is just Too much with out ya Give me strength Now give me power You always give it But never last me an hour Who am I It's like I don't know I need a soul I need a soul I need to borrow With you far I know I'll never go But I don't wanna I don't wanna let go But the comfort you bring It ain't warm I'm trying to figure out How the hell I move on When they They tell me I'm an addict I'm addicted They tell me my mind It has that sickness They say it's a disease They beg me please stop But then they turn and they tell me I'm an addict I'm addicted They tell me my mind my mind It has that sickness They say it's a disease They beg me please stop But then they turn and they tell me Sitting in group therapy I can't relate Don't wanna party Trying to numb all this pain Now as I sit in this circle It's simple and plain That me you him and her We are not the same So what this purpose Knowing this disservice to self When no one truly understands The facts of mental health Now where do I fit in Do I belong I got a list It goes on How come they don't see What I see Why can't get up and be normal Like everybody I don't like where I'm at When I'm up in my mind I'm always searching these thoughts I just hate what I find Now they do they expect this From me I didn't make the choice To hurt anybody But this is my life I'm the one who has to pay But they stop Turn look me In the eyes and say They tell me I'm an addict I'm addicted They tell me my mind It has that sickness They say it's a disease They beg me please stop But then they turn and they tell me I'm an addict I'm addicted They tell me my mind My mind It has that sickness They say it's a disease They beg me please stop But then they turn and they tell me All this Blind faith on your capabilities But when I'm with you disabilities They Rain over And Stain over My head you hang over