If I Die (feat. Julia Alexa)

I don't wanna die I just don't want to live Cuz the more i try The less i get back I don't wanna die I just don't want to live Cuz in my 20 years I've never felt a thing If I died would you miss me at all? Would you cry on the phone when they call? If I died would it mean a thing to you? My time was short but I hope it wasn't wasted I sung for you when you never even listened I cried alone on the table in your kitchen I drove past just to see if you missed me Never shoulda done that when your with him I don't wanna wake up and wake up and see the sun rise I don't wanna wake up like you waking up to new eyes Charismatic personality but it just hides Every little detail of you that tells lies Tells lies Tells lies, break me into pieces Pick me off the ground and then break me in the sequence Life is shot by shot, like every film I've ever watched You always wrote down all the plots And now it's time for you to stop I don't wanna die I just don't want to live Cuz the more i try The less i get back I don't wanna die, actually let me just stop lying Seeing you with him made me see you with new eyes Uh Demons in disguise all around Guess thats life Uh Being round you made me feel so alive Uh But not no more Don't know why i expected more Uh Gave you all my love and everything i could afford Uh Never thought about it twice It never was no chore no You need me I'm there for you thats how its post to work Uh (Yah yah) thats how its post to work out I was contemplating my life, But come to realize you a dumb bitch Never worth my time So ima stop tripping Whole city can have you and it sound pretty funny But i swear i ain't kidding (yo cool it) True story yah It sound pretty ridiculous Cuz in my 20 years I've never felt a thing I don't wanna die I just don't want to live Cuz the more i try The less i get back I don't wanna die I just don't want to live Cuz in my 20 years I've never felt a thing