Disco

Reaching without reason Faces made of air Iron drums in the cellar Are calling up the stairs I return to the dirt And then I rise again Turn the soil over Close the box I sent In the van dry heaving Pop your aching heart Go to clear your mind out Pick your life apart Sobbing in the bathroom As I'm walking home Follow me to my apartment Drag me out the door Slip into the back room I'm training for tonight Colors of the rainbow I'm running out of fight I can smell your perfume But I can't hear your voice Telling me to go home But I don't have the choice I don't care what you said about my friend I don't need to know if you're struggling to breathe You threw your drink at me as I was leaning in But I still asked you if you wanted to leave I talked in the mirror like I'm trying to start a fight And you're not scared of anger anymore And I dance in an empty house Patron saint of wisdom Is sitting down the hall My only proper instinct Brings me to her altar I can feel hot breath Dripping from above Voices like an ocean Drunken and screaming Tell me what you are Tell me what you came for Do you wanna dance? Did you come to hide from death? The feeling of knowing That you will never see this place again Happiness is leaving I heard that's fallen through her wrist You're not scared of my anger anymore So I don't think it's gonna be able to work itself out I don't know what I dreamed about the other night But I count time in decades now Ushering me further down Grabbing me and shaking me awake I daydream about melting into water And I feel like drowning And I think in impossible fantasies And I believe in whatever you think is best And I'll be sitting here the rest of the night Waiting for you to call