Bitch

You're just trying to help And I'm being awful Wanna be by myself Can I call you tomorrow? I'll take hours texting back I'll avoid you when I'm mad Get annoyed that I haven't pushed you away yet It comes across like I don't care But I promise I'm just scared Why can't I just let you be there? I wish I wasn't such a bitch When somebody loves me I'm sorry I wish I wasn't such a bitch When somebody loves me I'm sorry I know it's not fair And you don't deserve this You don't seem to care But I hate this version of me, you'll see You should be with someone else There's still time to save yourself I'm annoyed that I haven't pushed you away yet It comes across like I don't care But I promise I'm just scared Why can't I just let you be there? I wish I wasn't such a bitch When somebody loves me I'm sorry I wish I wasn't such a bitch When somebody loves me I'm sorry I'll never let you see me cry But I'll still love you over time I promise I'm trying I wish I wasn't such a bitch When somebody loves me I'm sorry (I'm sorry) (I'm sorry) I wish I wasn't such a bitch When you try to love me I'm sorry