It's Not Meant To Be

Your mercy

And fire

Could not rest

There's always something

That's holding me back

It's certainly weird

To look back in life

And see how much time

I wasted on thinking

About the things I was

Going to do next

I heard there were modes

There were modes of good and bad

Of high spirit and self-destruction

Of chaos and rest

Somedays I am lost

Somedays I go to bed

And think about you instead

It brings me back

I've been waiting for so long

For my heart to open up

And I think it might be the way it should be

That I should always be alone inside

Though I'm certain I can love you

And talk about the things we like

But It's not meant to be for me

It's not meant to be

It's not meant to be for me

It's not meant to be

It's not meant to be for me

It's not meant to be

It's not meant to be for me

It's not meant to be