Lost

Lost In my weakness and fears I fought all the time and lost it all I threw away all my wishes I closed my drawer I closed my drawer And I wonder If my loneliness Will ever warm my heart I have no emotions I have no emotions here My screams want to reach The stars I want to run I'll never belong to you Belong to you No never I'll never be strong like you So strong like you No never I'll never be scared to die I'm free inside I fall We've lost My wounds are still bleeding My way has no return I'll never belong to you Belong to you No never I'll never be strong like you So strong like you No never I'll never be scared to die I'm free inside I fall What you see is false Everything's distorted The truth you look for Has been blown down What you feel Is something you can't break A bunch of fucking lies Now you know Those traitor eyes Now you know how To make your dreams of ice Choose another way A life Without falling down Now you have your golden crown Proud to be out Before your meltdown You can open that door You're ready to die But not today