it’s for the first time, yeah the first time. i see it clear. it hurts to see, to say those words to you. these words you’d never understand. what you could never know, you’ll never see that deep inside of me. you could never see what i see. these words take hold of me inside. i’d try to explain to you, you couldn’t take the truth. it’s what i keep inside. i can deal with disappointment, can you live with yourself? it’s not what’s important to me, to you this means nothing. you could never see what i see, these words take hold of me inside. i keep it to myself, so deep inside it hurts. what i’ll never say. what we both know is the truth. what we both know.