I Battled Porn since I was 15

I Battled Pot since I was 15

Use to feel less than regularly

It was all insecurity

Now I'm writing this here crying

Cause I know deep down inside

That was the test in my testimony

Old friends around me no they don't compete

Wondering why I did not feel complete

I found I had 2 generations of family members who had started but did not complete

I had a wake up call at 18 that gave perspective to me

Now the circle is full like a loading bar I'm charged up ready to eat

I needed to go through those things

I needed to improve those things

To myself to my family to my god

I needed to remove those things

What's a forward without a backward

What's independent without dependent

See the meaning of things we give it

Is what determines if we gon' get it

I'm tryna go out like TB12

World Record yeah give me a Guinness

But in order to do that now

I gotta honor the past I've been given

Gotta open the present I'm living

Gotta tap into passion and vision

Gotta calm myself down I ain't quitting

Gotta fight for a future to live in

I've Been in my bag let's go old habits I am not those

When I look myself in the mirror I'm looking at years of growth

Tryna impact not tryna boast so I really stopped doing the most

Now I float - Rolls Royce ghost

Had I known back before that

I needed to go through those things

I needed to improve those things

To myself to my family to my god

I needed to remove those things

What's a forward without a backward

What's independent without dependent

See the meaning of things we give it

Is what determines if we gon' get it

I'm tryna go out like TB12

World Record yeah give me a Guinness

But in order to do that now

I gotta honor the past I've been given

Gotta open the present I'm living

Gotta tap into passion and vision

Gotta calm myself down I ain't quitting

Gotta fight for a future to live in

If I put my mind to it woah anything they have done befo

I can do it too lil bro

I used to be afraid of this not what's I see around the kid

But what I know my potential is

How can I get a head start change like a reverse Uno card

Become the person I am meant for

Gotta challenge myself gotta set a big dream

Gotta execute daily gotta get a routine

Gotta build self esteem

I'm tryna go out like TB12

World Record yeah give me a Guinness

But in order to do that now

I gotta honor the past I've been given

Gotta open the present I'm living

Gotta tap into passion and vision

Gotta calm myself down I ain't quitting

Gotta fight for a future to live in