Tired Since 1994

Trouble All around me I have them behind On my left, on my right That's all I can see I can't take it One way or the another How could I think I could be something else? I'm a fading flower I've been tired, since 1994 Tried out at war I can't remember How it feels to be bored I'm still dancing With pressure and fear And made from myself There's nothing I wish But to disappear I'm trying to fade away I'm too young to fade away Why just can't fade away? But I can't But I can't