Vinegar Syndrome

Memories keep playing on the silver screen All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt Memories keep playing on the silver screen All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt I wonder why they all looking at me Always was a guy at the backseat And now they all are hella mean And now I scare 'em off like K-Fee Every single day has reached a plateau Too many thoughts and many had to go They all laugh at me like lmao My life, I can't keep that shit simple Lost all of my passion, I'm gettin' psychotic My life is a comedy Man, I feel like being inside in a bad sitcom Can't even think properly I wonder why they all looking at me Set up a banquet, for dinner some envy Try with my life whatever you want I don't give much of a fuck lately Memories keep playing on the silver screen All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt Memories keep playing on the silver screen All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt I don't want to get so sentimental Every single day that just pass is a burden on my soul I can't be that guy that you ask for Staying up all night tryna catch my breath in an oxygen mask Bottle all the old days up in a flask Cant even drown what comes with a lifejacket Lost all my passion Lost all my chances Lost in my 20s and I can't find a map Everything pass by like a blur in a window Wish I didn't want to take it slow Mountain on my back and the rocks rolling off Climbing backwards in a landslide Cant do this and I can't do that Won't stop till I meet my standards I was tryna hold on to a slice of the good old days till the rain made it all soggy Memories keep playing on the silver screen All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt Memories keep playing on the silver screen All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt Struggling like a motherfucker As the days go by I lose track of time I wanna break a neck and then I'll fuck up a bench And overflow my tears to drown inside of them I feel like a burden to everybody I'm staying on my own, no one to judge Cause they never gave a fuck about my feelings I'm laying on my bed just like a corpse now I won't get fucked anymore and break their fucking bones You better watch your back, I'll rip your heart apart Like you just did with mine, a fucking bloody mess You crushed it in your hands, I'll rip your head apart And get my sweet revenge for all these fucking years I lived inside the fear but now I'm numb I don't feel anything I'm gonna take a nap, please never wake me up Memories keep playing on the silver screen All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt Memories keep playing on the silver screen All I ever seem to do is cast this doubt