Mean

Staring at myself naked Can't embrace it Gettin' frustrated With the hatin' On myself I hate hatin myself I know it's selfish of me to be holding up the line There's like twenty people waiting but I need the extra time To look at myself in the mirror Bend down once or twice Say something that's not very nice And then cry Oh, why do I do this? I leave feeling useless What is it provin? When I keep abusin my words Til it hurts Need to learn Why am I so fuckin mean to me? What happened to my self-esteem? I need to know the reason I can be Nice to everybody But when it comes to me Yeah, I'm so fuckin mean I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean I'm so I'm so fuckin mean to me I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean to me Mean to me Wish I could see in me what they see Vision's hazy, haven't eaten lately Wondering if anybody is ever gonna love me Going crazy, just I can't even love me How will someone wanna touch me? Just when I think I'm finally over this I put my heart out only to get it hurt again Deservin it, this time it sucks Never feelin enough for love Why am I so fuckin mean to me? What happened to my self-esteem? I need to know the reason I can be Nice to everybody But when it comes to me Yeah, I'm so fuckin mean I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean to me Mean to me When I get older, will I get wiser? When I get older, will I get nicer? Look at my reflection and say that I like her? Instead of being fuckin mean to me I would have some self-esteem Instead of being so mean Why am I so fuckin mean to me? What happened to my self-esteem? I need to know the reason I can be Nice to everybody But when it comes to me Yeah, I'm so fuckin mean I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean to me I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean I'm so fuckin (mean) I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean I'm so, I'm so fuckin mean I'm so fuckin mean