Friends

I'm looking at the party from the outside in Everybody here has known each other for years and years and years They're reminiscing on stories I haven't lived So I can laugh along but I'll never really get it I'm dancing with the ghost of loneliness I'm spinning like these questions inside of my head Where are the friends that I never made Where are the ones that never stayed What did I do so wrong to be here all alone today My momma says that life's a train Some people ride with you then they get off again But I'm so afraid to have no one sitting next to me in the end Where are my friends I'm looking at the party from the outside in Came here with my man, he's got many of them and I just got him He says my friends are your friends, everybody thinks you're great And it might be true but it's not the same I'm drinking with the ghost of jealousy I'm drowning in the thoughts of what could have been Where are the friends that I never made Where are the ones that never stayed What did I do so wrong to be here all alone today My momma says that life's a train Some people ride with you then they get off again But I'm so afraid to have no one sitting next to me in the end Where are my friends (I'm here all alone today) Where are my friends (No one sitting next to me) Maybe I only got myself to blame Wasted all my time chasing fame Always put my dream before the team Now look at me, in the end Where are my friends I'm looking at the party from the outside in