Between U & Me...

Yo, can I talk to you? Just got a few things I wanna say Nothin' major Keep it between you and me KXNG D.O.P.E. be the man hoe After hours in Hollywood Hills I been sippin' on that Henny I'm stuck in my feels 3 In the morning That's the devil's hour The hardest shit's when ya Heart and mind's In a fight for power What do I want? Is it the love or the sex? Why every chick I've fallen for Ends up being my ex? I start to question my attraction Be as real as can be Keep it a hunnit with myself I think it coulda been me I'm only takin' blame for shit I feel I coulda prevented Like choosing to stick around When my heart wasn't in it Ignoring the red flags Cause I saw the potential It always blew up in my face A ton of bricks when it hit'chu Really hard to swallow that Because it's pain in the truth I can't be venting to these bitches So I stick to the booth I said it's pain in the truth Can't be venting to these bitches So I stick to the booth If there was anyone for me I feel it coulda been She chose to go another route And that was driving me crazy Fully committed I was in Ain't no way I was runnin That one really hurt the most Cause I ain't see that shit comin Often times I sit and wonder Was it something I did Vanessa told me let it go baby It is what it is I could feel the sense of aggravation Growin around me Wanted us to grow together But you did it without me Damn I just needed to take a moment Just needed a moment It's like 3 Somethin' in the morning 3 O'clock I'm lowkey drunk Drunk as fuck This is just stuff I had inside me For a long time That I just needed to release Needed to release I hope y'all understand, man Please understand Just listen Just listen I been Up and down on this rollercoaster Pack it up Close the curtains Show is over Same shit just a different day My guard is up I have trouble knowin' who's here to stay Solitary I'm naturally isolated What they don't understand They label as complicated People'll say you actin' funny That's just saying the least I never found a sense of humor In protecting my peace So many days Emotions hit me And I start reminiscin Then I put one in the air For my niggas no longer livin Like how much can you take When it's one after another? The final blow was Kobe From that I'll never recover My nigga caught a case He tryna fight it on his feet Got 25 to life For being reckless in the street Where and what happened That's just for me It's not for you to know I shoulda been that victim But I chose to hit the studio Done explaining myself To make these girls understand You can't accept my lifestyle Well then I can't be ya man I've given too much energy To those who didn't deserve it Left me lookin in the mirror Questioning was it worth it But it's cool Chalk it up Let it go young man Get that anger out'cho heart Time to grow young man I been living with regret The pain is easy to see Wasn't supposed to tell you that So that's between you and me Look It's times like this where Everything just hits me all at once Hits me all at once Truth be told I don't talk to nobody so I'm thankful I was able to share this moment Share this moment With you With you Maybe we can do it again sometime Do it again sometime Love Love