I just want something different

Taking Perkies out the bottle, but this isn't my prescription

Oh yeah, hey Mark, you on

Sometimes I get high for no reason, I just want to feel something different

Been down on my dimes high, she don't even matter if

Life's crazy, man

Sometimes I get high for no reason, I just want to feel something different

Taking Perkies out the bottle, but this isn't my prescription

I got homies doing life, and they still smiling in the system

Got some homies in the grave, I think about them and I miss 'em, yeah

Shedding tears for my peers, but they invisible

Can't tell you what I'm going through, just know the shit get critical

They took my brody visits, I can't see him in the physical

I got to keep it with me, so they label me a criminal

I think about him and I miss him

I just fell out with my dawg, but that was never my intention (It wasn't)

I ain't been to church in years, but for my sins I be repenting

Some of my bros are atheist, but I still pray the Lord forgive 'em

Back-to-back poor decisions

Katrina almost went crazy

Going through my dresser, found a baggie full of shells and 380's

Like fourteen with half a bizzy get you five for the 80

That dope would turn a fiend cross-eyed like Tracy McGrady

With the shooters out in Houston, feelin' like I'm Paul Wall in his prime

Bro hit a bank, ain't get a coin, but feds offered a dime (Could've been worse)

Flew the gang to Medellín just to ease up the tension

Xannies with the Henny used to have me in a different dimension

First Mecca died, then bestie died, then ROC passed in a toot out

It fuck me up because he don't get to see me backing this coupe out

My diamonds got these suckers nauseous, like I'm passing the flu out

That bitch don't meet my standards, so I curve her when she asks to get flew out

Sometimes I get high for no reason, I just want to feel something different

Taking Perkies out the bottle, but this isn't my prescription

I got homies doing life, and they still smiling in the system

Got some homies in the grave, I think about them and I miss 'em, yeah

Shedding tears for my peers, but they invisible

Can't tell you what I'm going through, just know the shit get critical

They took my brody visits, I can't see him in the physical

I got to keep it with me, so they label me a criminal

Free my dawgs spinning 'cause the beef wasn't settled (Shooterz)

The jail calls hurt my heart on another level (Hear the pain in my voice)

Child of ghetto, the streets gave the only metals (I'm talkin' trophies)

In Boston really serving Bobby word to Rowdy Rebel (Ah ha ha)

Covid took the visits even though you in the box (Twenty three and one)

One hour out, you hit me on dogs, that meant a lot (Free ****)

Pelipost or free prints, them pictures worth a lot (Them pictures worth a lot)

The R-I-Ps and memories, sometimes I'm still in shock (You just gotta pray)

Got some homies in the grave, that's up in Heaven, never prayed

Now, I'm talkin' to the Heavens for some better days (I need some better days)

I been smokin' all these sevenths while I'm riding through my section

For this picture on my necklace, I'ma let it spray (De-de-de-de boom)

When you locked or you, dead you see the love for real (That's when you see it)

My youngin' doin life, waitin' on the judge appeal (Free snacks)

My homie Toolie took thirty-nine like that was a deal (Free Toolie)

I lost my best friend Richie, I think about him still (Love you, bro)

Sometimes I get high for no reason, I just want to feel something different

Taking Perkies out the bottle, but this isn't my prescription

I got homies doing life, and they still smiling in the system

Got some homies in the grave, I think about them and I miss 'em, yeah

Shedding tears for my peers, but they invisible

Can't tell you what I'm going through, just know the shit get critical

They took my brody visits, I can't see him in the physical

I got to keep it with me, so they label me a criminal