Wilted

I made you my god I made you my god I made you my god Overlooked your demons You said you ain't deserve me I should've believed it Thought I found love And you were my achievement Always said I'd write a song for you Ain't know it'd be bereavement Cuz you ended up leaving That's why I can't trust relationships Because everyone just ends up leaving I live by morals pray to god But I wonder why this the way I'm treated Just a Sunflower covered in some weeds I wanted to free you I wanted to free you Falling in love just leave you hurting And I'm tired of all the bruises You believe someone won't leave you Then you get left with confusion Came in my life and asked would you regret it if you choose me But I ain't even know I was a choice Shorty fooled me Nigga came and kicked the door in just like something out a movie His son cryin' wearing Mickey Mouse I'm looking like a goofy He ran up on me I ain't hit em back Maybe that's the guilt But that ain't last Cuz I was looking for address to have him kilt Prayers nor meditation has been giving me answers Leo moon But all these emotions are giving me cancer People pleaser Why is love something you gotta die for Wonder if that's how Fred Hampton felt bout his Panthers Nobody can look as stupid as me Being hurt by my unscrupulous deeds Now I'm stuck with an empty stomach that only my music will feed And an acapella heart wishing that you'd be the beat I made you my god Overlooked your demons You said you ain't deserve me I should've believed it Thought I found love And you were my achievement Always said I'd write a song for you Ain't know it'd be bereavement Cuz you ended up leaving That's why I can't trust relationships Because everyone just ends up leaving I live by morals pray to god But I wonder why this the way I'm treated Just a Sunflower covered in some weeds I wanted to free you I wanted to free you I fought back big tears writing this here In neutral gaining the courage to switch gears Maybe we'll find each other in passing When I'm living out my passion We can laugh and then catch up on all the missed years Big fears Is you'll end up back with ya husband Not because you love him His grip of manipulation won't let you have no one but him He dangles the difficulty of you being a single motha Alone And you turn his trapped house to a home I know you still in love with me But publicly it's too much And It's easier to be done with me I been numb for weeks Did you love me or did you lie Either the ladder Or you were wearing a good disguise when you said goodbye Guess that's what I get Fall in love with married women Be the sin that they'll repent Can't help but think if it were different how it would've went If I could support you through ya struggle Would it be easier to dip? If you hear me on the radio will you turn me up or skip The best part of beating COVID is remembering yo scent Have no doubt that you'll get better in time I just knew that you'd be better as mines Cuz I made you my god Overlooked your demons You said you ain't deserve me I should've believed it Thought I found love And you were my achievement I said I'd write a song for you Ain't know it'd be bereavement Cuz you ended up leaving That's why I can't trust relationships Because everyone just ends up leaving I live by morals pray to god But I wonder why this the way I'm treated Just a Sunflower covered in some weeds I wanted to free you I wanted to free you