I hope your whole life sux

Beartrap, yeah Sittin', thinkin' slow I'm all alone in my hotel, I think it's Albuquerque I forgot what day it is, you fuckin' hurt me I don't know, I'm flyin' girls around the world to validate myself I think it's funny, yo Lololol's the only L's I'm takin' shots at myself, that's the truth Close my eyes, this girl I barely knew felt just like you Instagram be feelin' like the grocery store, I pick and choose I got a lot in my account but I ain't got shit to lose The truth, yeah Is I've been up for days on cocaine The truth Is I've been up for days, tryin' not to think about you I hope that I'm the reason that you can't sleep I hope that your whole life sucks without me The truth Is I've been up for days, thinkin' 'bout you I've been up for days, thinkin' 'bout you I've been up for days, thinkin' 'bout you Once again, you ain't made no time for me, ain't no surprise to me All my friends are really dead, this ain't no "XO Llif3" for me Mama wasn't 'round that much growin' up, it's all good Rather pay the mortgage than to see my bro in the hood Daddy saw me on TV, he proud that he adopted me He called me bugging out 'cause now his radio play "do re mi" But everybody wants somethin', he ain't ask for none Every time I wanted something, he said, "Mow some lawns Get a job, have a backup plan B and a C And have fun in moderation, work harder, ain't shit for free" The truth, yeah Is I've been up for days on cocaine The truth Is I've been up for days, tryin' not to think about you I hope that I'm the reason that you can't sleep I hope that your whole life sucks without me The truth Is I've been up for days, thinkin' 'bout you Is I've been up for days, thinkin' 'bout you Is I've been up for days, thinkin' 'bout you