October

Walk to class, drive to work, go to bed It never ends Find a hurt, dig it deep, wait for it to begin Remember you Remember me The possibilities that held beneath our hands But now look where we stand The petals die from the rose that you gave to me I passed your house, Saturday, I drove in disbelief The water falls The current crashes I know that I cut deep And I'm screaming from the bottom of my pool And I'm screaming cause I know that I miss you And I'm crying on the bathroom tiled floor And I'm wearing all the clothes you left Before you left for Illinois And I'm sorry 'bout October I'm sorry 'bout the fall All I know is I don't know The reason of it all I often ask myself; Was I crazy? I'm sorry 'bout October I'm sorry 'bout it all I fell asleep In your car When we left our town A memory Of when I woke With the stars around I need to leave I need to go So I can hear the sound again I haven't heard the sound since And I'm screaming cause I know that I miss you And I'm crying on the bathroom tiled floor And I'm wearing all the clothes you left Before you left for Illinois And I'm sorry 'bout October I'm sorry 'bout the fall All I know is I don't know The reason of it all I often ask myself; Was I crazy? I'm sorry 'bout October I'm sorry 'bout it all All the breaks we've been through All the hurt I left you All the things left unexplained for you to figure out We felt like different colors I broke your heart in clutters My heart is broken too, I hope you know this is no lie 'Cause I'm sorry 'bout October I'm sorry 'bout the fall All I know is I don't know The reason of it all I often ask myself; Was I crazy? I'm sorry 'bout October I'm sorry 'bout it all