Not Then

Hey, yeah I'm still all right Been opening my eyes Yeah, suddenly I find You're not living in my mind Back to when we were young You and me, so love drunk One word, you could leave me crushed We needed us way too much And I know that I Never said goodbye Not the biggest crime Ever made And I didn't know What I didn't know And I had to go My own way If I could take it back I wouldn't change my mind Drew my line in the sand To leave it all behind And I don't feel so bad I used to be so blind And maybe now I could love without losing myself But not then But not then Yeah, looking back at us I gave up way too much But now I've had enough Won't even give a single fuck What did we even have? Over before it began And I'm not even sad Closed the door, never looked back And I needed to Not be needing you And I needed to Walk alone And I realize That I kinda like Being all on my On my own If I could take it back I wouldn't change my mind Drew my line in the sand To leave it all behind And I don't feel so bad I used to be so blind And maybe now I could love without losing myself But not then But not then Ooh, but not then And maybe now I could love without losing myself But not then