I Miss Knowing the Extent of Goodbye

I miss knowing the extent Of goodbye well here's my attempt Hurts knowing I don't make sense But in my defense You don't really seem like you're trying Thought I meant more to you or were you lying? What do you have to prove? Was it never me? I put my heart on view, unclenched my teeth You made me feel permanent Until I couldn't be who you dreamt Never thought that you would be the ache There's so much you didn't take I'm the only one I chase, the only one to live with my mistakes Yeah, you don't really seem like you're trying Thought I meant more to you or were you lying What do you have to prove? Was it never me? I put my heart on view, unclenched my teeth You made me feel permanent Until I couldn't be who you What do you have to prove? Was it never me? I put my heart on view, unclenched my teeth You made me feel permanent Until I couldn't be who you dreamt I miss knowing the extent Of goodbye well here's my attempt