Yeah, uh

I got a smile upon my face but do not get it twisted

I've been MIA, out the way for a reason

I'm a bit disturbed, with a disorder that's not listed

I enjoy the day but my heart is really bleedin'

If you took a peek in my mind, you would call the feds

If you took a peek in my mind, you'd wonder why I'm not dead

If you took a peek in my mind, you'd wonder why I'm not ahead

If you took a peek in my mind, don't do it

On and on

It's a cycle of non-stop pain

At the end of the day, I push through it

Because if there's no pain, there's no gain (I'm a fuck up, bitch)

At the end of the day, gotta smile away the pain (I'm a fuck up, bitch)

At the end of the day, gotta smile away the pain (I'm a fuck up, bitch)

At the end of the day, gotta smile away the pain (I'm a fuck up, bitch)

At the end of the day, gotta smile away the pain, motherfucker (I'm a fuck up, bitch)