Chokin'

I'm feeling so broken Like everything's chokin' Like everything's a breath away And I'm breathing ocean And I'm done with this shit And I'm done wishing I've had a devil in my mind And I'm done listening Fuck being hopeless Fuck this emotion I'm done being stolen From every moment I'm so done giving in To these old addictions I've had a devil in my mind And I'm done listening, ooh, ooh I've had a devil in my mind And I'm done- Yeah, yeah, alright I'm sick of feelin' pain like a blade's in my mind I'm sick of feelin' drained every day of my life It's like I've got a plague and I'm fading away Man, I'm praying, and I can't even name you the God I'm done thinking, fuck, can I fake it or not? How many of them "I'm okays" do I got? How many more days will I waste in my mind Full of hate for myself like I'm waiting to rot Well, this is me taking myself from the lie This is cocaine for a hell of a mind This is my way to command what is mine Coming for me like my hand is divine Yeah, I'm just a phantom in time I'm like a seed on the breeze from a dandelion I've been gifted these hands of mine And if that's not enough, man, then what kind of man am I? Fuck being hopeless Fuck this emotion I'm done being stolen From every moment I'm so done giving in To these old addictions I've had a devil in my mind And I'm done listening, ooh, ooh I've had a devil in my mind And I'm done- Alright I see the devil now as clear as you and me I see him peeking from my wounds Reaching to what I could use to keep me weak I see the devil now as clear as you and me Maybe it's a dream to be immune, but I see you So let's get blood up in these teeth Alright Fuck being hopeless Fuck this emotion I'm done being stolen From every moment I'm so done giving in To these old addictions I've had a devil in my mind And I'm done listening, ooh, ooh I've had a devil in my mind And I'm done listening, ooh, ooh I've had a devil in my mind And I'm done listening, ooh, ooh I've had a devil in my mind And I'm done listening, ooh, ooh I've had a devil in my mind And I'm done listening