Conductor Man

Young morning haze It's wrapped up in my brain Quietly thinking Can you not hear me? I can't jump out of the way I don't want to get hit by a train Conductor man please find me now I'm here Can you not see me? I'm wanting to go back today Just like mama used to pray What's this like I don't know what to think Tell me why just tell me And you say that love will never be in my life I feel alive only when I'm livin' this lie And you say that love will never be in my life I fear that no one ever knows what I'm like Stuck in this daze I've been bed locked here for days Synchronized swimming Could this all be a dream? I can't seem to find my own strength I don't know if I'm able to stay I'm fighting with the demons I've made Just leave, please do not leave me Still wanting to forget this pain Happy faces filled with shame How do I figure out what to say? Tell me how just tell me And you say that love will never be in my life I feel alive only when I'm livin' this lie And you say that love will never be in my life I fear that no one ever knows what I'm like No one ever knows what I'm like (No one ever knows what I'm like)