The Conduit

Oh god i get it now The pieces fall dreamless to dust In this moment i know you'd laugh at me so hard What was i thinking of And so it never was Still it was all meant to be I waited so long for you to be fearless But you knew one day i'd see You're not the love of my life You're the love that set me free I'm finally on to it You are the conduit And all that time i spent Too hung up on you to see straight You stayed and waited Oh is this the ending You didn't wanna give away You're not the stars or the sky or my constellation You're not the one for all time or my destination You're not the love of my life You're the love that set me free I'm finally on to it You are the conduit And you inscrutable The usual which came first Still i went tumbling down your tunnel While you remained on earth You're not the love of my life You're the love that set me free I'm finally on to it You are the conduit Oh god i get it now The pieces fall dreamless to dust In this moment i know you'd laugh at me so hard What was i thinking