Closer to the Edge

I'm on the brink of insanity All my voices are talking to me They say I'm going crazy 'Cause I can't stop thinking You've got me to believe That I would never be That I would never be perfect for you I'm running low on fumes What more can you Steal from me I'm closer, closer to the edge (On the outside you have left me) Always wonder, wonder about my end (You never let me in) My world's too heavy It's always all on me The air feels like my enemy Their voices sing the praise Of everyone but me I'm giving up who I'm meant be The lashings from your tongue You really love to beat me down I'm ready to walk away I'm ready to shut it down There's only one of us That's gonna come out alive I'm closer, closer to the edge (In my head a war still rages) Always wonder, wonder about my end (It always falls on me) My world's too heavy It's too much to carry The air feels like my enemy I'm fighting tooth and nail to survive There's no doubt I'll come out alive I'll be fine Your doubt it feeds the beast within me And soon you'll see What your words do to me I need to lift myself Up from this hell Time to be free from these atrocities This won't be my tomb I've never lost to you I'm unbound and reborn I'm closer to the edge Always wonder About my end I'm closer, closer to the edge (Every word is all so senseless) Always wonder, wonder about my end (I'm ready to be free) You'll never have me Go away so blindly The air feels like my enemy My enemy Enemy