I keep my optimism high, your pessimism low, been quiet for a minute, been digging through my soul, been working on myself, refused to be controlled, I'm here to live for me it's time to let you haters know. I keep my optimism high, your pessimism low, I found the keys to life and I unlocked all of my doors, I found that I'm connected to the God that's in control, I don't live my life for you, it's time to let this trauma go.

I grew up in Indiana it was different, molested as a kid all I knew was playing victim, parents always fighting over stupid *** religion, doctors pumping me with pills I can't believe at 12 years old I was addicted. Locked inside my room I couldn't all the screaming, mamma always ** crying, dadda always ** drinking, over weight from all the stress my comfort zone was in the kitchen, pastor asking how's my family, all my bruises, kept them hidden.

Walking into class those bullies always cracking jokes, I talk ** back then after class those bullies broke my ** nose. I went back to class I'm leaking blood is dripping down my clothes, students laughing pointing fingers, ** my life this feels like home.

I ran away I couldn't take it, parts of me were separated, my soul was so displaced by why you ** people hate me. Over rated popularity I see through your facades, you're just trying to hide your scars.

I keep my optimism high, your pessimism low, been quiet for a minute, been digging through my soul, been working on myself, refused to be controlled, I'm here to live for me it's time to let you haters know. I keep my optimism high, your pessimism low, I found the keys to life and I unlocked all of my doors, I found that I'm connected to the God that's in control, I don't live my life for you, it's time to let this trauma go.

I gotta let this trauma gooo.

I gotta let this trauma gooo.

I gotta let this trauma gooo.

30 years later, I'm back and I'm a creator, I took your throne and built my throne there's no forgiveness for haters, dismantle the matrix, remembering all of your faces, especially all of the people who ** said I'd never make it.

But I made it now, standing proud, money to the ceiling think I need a bigger bank account, had to take some time away so I could work the numbers out. I had to go inside myself and spend sometime at traumas house. Cooked me up some comfort food, hung out with that wounded child, finally got him out the house and then we drove around for miles, learned to grow the medicine then we learned to grow a smile, money trees turn into money piles.

I keep my optimism high, your pessimism low, been quiet for a minute, been digging through my soul, been working on myself, refused to be controlled, I'm here to live for me it's time to let you haters know. I keep my optimism high, your pessimism low, I found the keys to life and I unlocked all of my doors, I found that I'm connected to the God that's in control, I don't live my life for you, it's time to let this trauma go.