I cannot remember

Being at the center

Of anybody's prayers

When everyone would give up

It was just me and nobody

Probably why I need nobody

I cannot remember

Being at the center

Of anybody's prayers

When everyone would give up

It was just me and nobody

Probably why I need nobody

Feel like myself again

After 'bout seven years

I can't apologize for what I was made for

They want a gentlemen

That they can relish in

We'll ask God again. I'm not what you prayed for

I am the bad guy

That you should not welcome in

I am the outcast, not talking 'bout Hey Ya

I am not heaven sent

But with these messages

I baptize your mind, ain't talking 'bout brainwash

Hold on, let me check the score now

Some **** used to be tour-bound

Years later, you check on me and you peep how they call me Lord now

Backhanded compliments with your eyes rolled and a couple forced smiles

With all that time outside, **** why the hell you feeling so endorsed now, huh?

I ain't never made a rule I can't enforce now, uh

You ain't respond to my call when I was down and you was up

But here we are and you're offering support now, huh?

I don't need you and you need me and that hurt now, huh?

I cannot remember

Being at the center

Of anybody's prayers

When everyone would give up

It was just me and nobody

Probably why I need nobody

I cannot remember

Being at the center

Of anybody's prayers

When everyone would give up

It was just me and nobody

Probably why I need nobody

You know what I am and you know what it is

I stay with a blade, I stay with a bitch

If that shit a stain, then I hit a lick

You think that I play? Naw, try again

'Cause I check your page and who you be with

Pull up to your place, and then I just sit

This **** is saved, but when bullets hit

He fall to his grave and won't rise again

And now you see why your girlfriend slow to reply

'Cause she busy watching Naruto with R-U-D-Y

I don't think it's nothing personal, but she in denial

It ain't never been a thing for me to sever these bonds

Fake smile on my face, aye

I feel nothing, baby

You say that you love me

But I don't feel the same way

You gave me your everything and prayed it would change me

I know that I ruined you, but I don't let it phase me

'Cause nothing ever stops all this money we're making

Can blame it on the trauma or the mama who raised me

Nobody give a fuck about the problems we're facing

Now maybe I'm ungrateful or just drawing a blank but

I cannot remember

Being at the center

Of anybody's prayers

When everyone would give up

It was just me and nobody

Probably why I need nobody

I cannot remember

Being at the center

Of anybody's prayers

When everyone would give up

It was just me and nobody

Probably why I need nobody