Shit Show

I lost myself durin' my ride into the city on the bus I caught my eyes locked in that Comfortable position of fallin' in love If I could, I would drink my troubles down the drain But I don't wanna drink alone today I'll drop the act of adolescence and I'll play a new part I'll try to find where my voice went And I'll stop breakin' my own heart I'll laugh along, I'll sing the songs you wanna hear Let me in, oh, let me near Honestly, it's a shit show, my God But it's this show, I want to be there, whoa-oh Honestly, it's a shit show, my God But it's this show, I want to be there, oh I found myself fakin' a smile And makin' time to shake a hand for a livin' I dropped my mind somewhere on the one line And didn't realize 'til I cried on Thanksgiving The seasons change, the reasons always stay the same I still have so many songs to name Honestly, it's a shit show, my God But it's this show, I want to be there, whoa-oh Honestly, it's a shit show, my God But it's this show, I want to be there Maybe it's a memory or I read it in a magazine But I swear I'd see your faces staring up at me Maybe this song is self-aware And I'm singin' here and you're standin' there Waitin' for the show to go on Honestly, it's a shit show, my God But it's this show, I want to be there, whoa-oh Honestly, it's a shit show, my God But it's this show, I want to be there Honestly, it's a shit show, my God But it's this show, I want to be there, whoa-oh Honestly, it's a shit show, my God But it's this show, I want to be there, oh