Find Myself

How do I kill myself Or the parts that've been created to please? And leave what's real, what still has meaning I know it won't be enough for you But it's out of my hands I'm letting go I'm so tired of not knowing who I'm supposed to be I just want to find my way again I'm so used up from all that you ask from me I just want to find myself again How do I love myself With the constant reminder of all that I left behind? And it's all that you seem to want from me I'm never enough for you Well, it's out of my hands I'm letting go I'm so tired of not knowing who I'm supposed to be I just want to find my way again I'm so used up from all that you ask from me I just want to find myself again What will it take? How many times do I have to break Before you get it? I don't wanna be what you remember It's my sanity and happiness, it's not fucking about you I'm so tired of not knowing who I'm supposed to be I just want to find my way again I'm so tired of not knowing who I'm supposed to be I just want to find my way again I'm so used up from all that you ask from me I just want to find myself again