Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Mamii
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Shawntoni Ajanae Nichols
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Goldwash
Producer
1mind
Producer
Glenn Schick
Engineer
DJ Burn One
Engineer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I'm running a race
I'm finding myself almost everyday
Smoke away the pain
Recover again from what still remains
A kamikaze
No, I ain't been the same since you crashed in me back then
I wasn't ready for that
[Verse 2]
I left you behind
But leaving you be has left me to find my own peace of mind
Just being with you had left me so blind
Like a 9 to 5
I was working to get you to see me, release me
But I'm not ready
[Verse 3]
I've been living this way just to get a reaction out of you
And I've been running the wrong way so that I won't see you through
And I've been fighting a war babe, I'm not ready for the truth
Because I know that the truth hurts and I ain't packing
I ain't really ready for that
[Verse 4]
I ain't packing
I've been stacking
I've been waiting, contemplating
On you baby
I'm not crazy, I can't take it
You amaze me
My heart breaking
Now you caught me lacking there's room for attack and
I ain't really ready for that
I ain't really ready for that
I ain't really ready for that, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
[Verse 5]
I've been living this way just to get a reaction out of you
And I've been running the wrong way so that I won't see you through
And I've been fighting a war babe, I'm not ready for the truth
Because I know that the truth hurts and I ain't packing
I ain't really ready for that
Written by: Shawntoni Ajanae Nichols
