Attached

I convinced myself you don't want me anymore If it takes a couple hours for you to text back Even though you said you loved me when you left this morning And I know that you could never change your mind that fast I start to panic the moment you leave When your side of the bed hasn't even gone cold When I'm all alone I don't know who to be Like my arms lost their purpose without you to hold I'm scared of falling in love again I'm obsessive, codependent, and straight up suffocating Like I can't stand to exist without someone holding my hand When I get attached, I hate who I am I hate who I am I constantly feel like there's something to prove Like you need convincing I'm worth it to stay But I end up putting too much pressure on you Crushed under all my insecurities So maybe I'm the issue Maybe I'm the one to blame I was overbearing and that drove you away The reason my relationships all went up into flames They all started to hate me Because of how much love I gave I'm scared of falling in love again I'm obsessive, codependent, and straight up suffocating Like I can't stand to exist without someone holding my hand When I get attached, I hate who I am Who I am, cause I hate who I am