Enter the Void

What is out there I find myself shouting It ain't about scared I'm fucking terrified How dare I go and hide The truth I sought to find And sell it but who can tell I'm judging myself I'm holding the gavel And pounding the block I'm damning these thoughts That are flooding my dreams But it's starting to seem That they're breaking through seams And they're shaping my being Now I'm taking a leap And I'm waking from sleep As they pull me in deep Down into the Consciousness stream And I cannot leave My vessel is stranded at sea. Trapped inside a glacial snow A place that only fate could know You'll find a fragment of the soul You left to freeze so long ago And knew you couldn't Let it go You caught a glimpse In The Depths Below I'm losing my shit In this lunar eclipse The shoe isn't fit For the trip But if the sole rips Even an inch I will be gasping With both lungs collapsing I've gotta bust open the latch At twenty two I trust there was a catch But now I'm twenty-four-seven Feeling set on the Path And now the timber's waiting Patiently to meet its match No avoiding the clairvoyant You set out on a voyage And the point is deployed When you kill the noise that destroys it Compass busted but it wasn't Pointing up because it rusted Now the rudder flutters But it takes you where you need to go If you want to reach the summit You must plummet with the boat You'll be gripping your seat And ripping your throat as you scream Nobody hears your cries From the distance But speak And the Universe listens I threw myself from the Earth So I could feel the Void But as I fell I suffered well And channeled every noise And now I hear the Primordial Notes And learn the sounds So I can channel the Universe When I'm speaking out So I will harness the sun And I'll become every star I'll come to be every galaxy Now wherever they are I'll learn the tongues of the Universe As they speak through me I discovered that it's hard as Hell To find yourself When everything around you Feels like home That's when I realized that The life I seek It waits for me Upon my deathbed So lay me to rest So lay me to rest 'Cause waking me up from this dream Was harder than we both expected And death wasn't out of the question The synapses inside of me Are severing from The Connection I'm finally learning my lesson Oh, the love you showed me Firmly holds me Ripping at my heart Watch me as I fall apart Divinity is one entity Dividing itself ever-infinitely From the infant and beyond the infinite being The everything is in me I know my words will resonate Through Connection and who it designates If in present dates you felt it's late Just wait One day they'll detonate I had to lose my world So I could find me I'm sorry it had to End this way In all of the comfort I needed the change I trusted the darkness To take shape It taught me Speak and the Universe listens Speak and the Universe listens Speak and the Universe listens Speak and the Universe listens Speak and the Universe listens Now speak and the Universe listens I've left the Earth behind To open up my mind No one will hear my voice Once I enter The Void I've left the Earth behind To open up my mind Alone I made the choice To jump into the I've left the Earth behind To open up my mind I finally found my voice Once I entered The Void