Dying to Believe

It's such a pity I can feel you building up to The head eruption I won't try to interrupt you High and mighty and unlikely to learn lessons These days I'm struggling to stand my own reflection It always looks backwards From the way that I imagine Go easy You know it isn't worth the fight And you lose it every night you set alight It burns me But I'll smile through the heat I'm dying to believe that you won't be the death of me I'm sorry for the way that I can't hold conversations It's such a fragile thing to try support the weight of It's not that I don't think that my point of view is valid It's just that I can't stand the sound of my own patterns They always look backwards From the way that I imagine Go easy You know it isn't worth the fight And you lose it... It burns me But I'll smile through the heat I'm dying to believe that you won't be the death of me Trying (trying) Though I know it isn't right I'm still trying (trying) With the tension running high And my temp rising (rising) Well I know it isn't right I'm still trying And denying There was a way that you were weighing down on me Six months ago so I could hardly breathe And now I'm lighter finally, yeah Go easy You know it isn't worth the fight And you lose it every night you set alight It burns me But I'll smile through the heat I'm dying to believe that you won't be the death of me