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Relapse
Hip-Hop/Rap
Relapse was released on September 16, 2021 by Up From Here as a part of the album Letters
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AlbumLetters
Release DateSeptember 16, 2021
LabelUp From Here
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM127

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Son Tran
Son Tran
Songwriter

Lyrics

I've been wanting to self medicate
Tryna get rid of this pain that I can't replace
Open bottle of pills
Liquor calling my name
I know I can't touch it cause once I do my thoughts won't be the same
Life's been hitting me hard lately
But I've been having conversations with Jesus
Got me on my knees yelling up to God like I don't know how I can take this
Maybe going back to my old ways would fix up my heart
But when I'm throwing them back would that give me a new start
I don't think so
I think it'll just numb it for a second but when the feeling faded it'll hit me harder than before
All this weight I carry on my shoulders and my chest feels like I'm drowning
I can't take no more
I'm about to go and relapse
Devil in my ear keeps talking
I'm saying no
I gotta take my life back
Before I walk again
I need to start crawling
Relapsing... relapsing
Relapsing... relapsing
Relapsing... relapsing
Relapsing... relapsing
It's 3 a.m and it's late at night but I can't sleep
It's like I've been tossing and turning all this week
Maybe go to the store and get myself some melatonin
I prolly shouldn't cause with these thoughts
That's something I might depend on
I feel like running away
I wanna hide my face
Can't take another day
When I'm a disgrace
Maybe I just thought that maybe life wasn't made for everyone and death was made for me
Maybe it was my destiny
But somehow in the clouds I brought the rain
But I'm weak if I show pain
I got nothing to lose
But what do I have to gain
I'm about to go and relapse
Devil in my ear keeps talking
I'm saying no
I gotta take my life back
Before I walk again
I need to start crawling
Relapsing... relapsing
Relapsing... relapsing
Relapsing... relapsing
Relapsing... relapsing
Maybe I just thought that if I could hide it all away
Put it to the side
My bottle wouldn't be so full
But what I hide inside will never go back empty
So instead I took it straight to my head
Now I've lost me
What you get is what you see
Written by: Son Tran
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