Alone

It's you love I tell myself like every time I look above I can't seem to hold you tight and feel loved I can't seem to hold you tight and feel loved Now I can't go Keep holding all these feelings I can't let go I can't seem to look at you and say no I can't seem to look at you and say no I hate that i'm tell you i'm better alone But sometimes it fells like you never have gone You're still in my head dealing with this alone I m keep waiting a call but i know that you won't Call... all the messages stopped Cuz we we're so young and we fucked up a lot But don't say now you regret it The things that we had, cuz now you fuckin sharing With somebody else what we got in the past Sorry for giving to you all my best See like i'm the rest, but i'm still your ex And it hurts me like hell, when you don't give a damn About me, i'm tired of fighting You doing for him, and i'm doing for nothing Trying to struggling with my broken pieces I'm waiting for you but you're not gonna fix this 3 in the morning i'm drinking my pain I try to come close but you push me away You ask how i'm feeling, i'm saying okay I hope you don't trust that i'm really that way But like everyday, i'm trying to hide The pain from my chest, but you're saying goodbye Then i'm asking why, you give me that sign You're waiting for more, but you leave me behind But i'm just a guy, who's still fucking care About his first love and that's never gon' change Surrounded by people who tell me what's wrong But they didn't know i've been there before I'm lost in my feelings there's no one to save me I guess is much easy for you to replace me I'm lonely as fuck and i'll never been better Still love you my love but i don't think it matter