This Letter I Write

I was your lover boy You found another boy How could you ruin my life? Told me forever we'd face it together But now it just feels like a lie I'm tryna move on, but the feelings are strong If you're reading this letter I write I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in And I kill all the lights, yeah Swiping through texts I been looking for answers That don't even exist Man, this shit is depressing I ain't learned my lesson A fairy tale love Something I'll never get When you said it was over A feeling came over me (a feeling came over me) And it hasn't left since I fell too deep in your love I been crawling my way back to freedom and finding my sense Oh yeah, and I hate you All that shit you would say about how I just needed to grow I guess it's a phase too What you going through Maybe the reason you needed to go All of my life I been looking for someone who love me for me And you fitted the role Now I'm just sitting here picking up pieces of what used to be And I feel so alone Now I finally know I was your lover boy You found another boy How could you ruin my life? Told me forever we'd face it together But now it just feels like a lie I'm tryna move on, but the feelings are strong If you're reading this letter I write I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in And I kill all the lights, yeah I'm in denial I know that it's me The one that you thinking about when you kiss him You secretly missing those dreams that we had about walking the aisle Nah When you wanna talk, who you dial? Whenever you see me I hope you can tell that I can't even smile 'Cause of how much I hate you All that shit you would say about how I just needed to grow I guess it's a phase too What you going through Maybe the reason you needed to go All of my life I been looking for someone who love me for me And you fitted the role Now I'm just sitting here Picking up pieces of what used to be And I feel so alone Now I finally know I was your lover boy You found another boy How could you ruin my life? Told me forever we'd face it together But now it just feels like a lie I'm tryna move on, but the feelings are strong If you're reading this letter I write I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in and- Now that you're gone I keep on checking my phone And I'm hoping you texted me back (now that you're gone) Ever since we broke up Everything that's around me Keep falling, I just wanna put it all back (now that you're gone) I been stuck in a dark place And the thought of your face Is the only thing bringing me back But I know the end to this story You left and you're not coming back You're not coming ba- So baby I hate you All that shit you would say about how I just needed to grow I guess it's a phase too What you going through Maybe the reason you needed to go All of those moments we shared I thought you were the one I could trust It wasn't so I gotta find me a way to move on So I'm taking our love and I'm letting it go 'Cause I finally know I was your lover boy You found another boy How could you ruin my life? Told me forever we'd face it together But now it just feels like a lie I'm tryna move on, but the feelings are strong If you're reading this letter I write I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in And I kill all the lights, yeah I was your lover boy You found another boy How could you ruin my life? (Now that you're gone) Told me forever we'd face it together But now it just feels like a lie (now that you're gone) I'm tryna move on, but the feelings are strong If you're reading this letter I write (now that you're gone) I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in And I kill all the lights, yeah Now that you're gone Now that you're gone Now that you're gone